Last night, in a semi drug induced state, I stood up for myself as much as I could. It wasn't great but I yelled and I screamed and it felt good. I was sad when he had to hang up because I felt I had way much more to say though I can't remember what it was now. Like I told joe, the psychiatrist should just prescribe me pain pills and alcohol. I ( Read more... )

So today I broke my water fast half way through because I -needed- alcohol to make things better. As well as pills and pills and pills. I give up cutting and sex as a way of coping and I just become everything I told myself I wouldn't. Cause I'm fantastic that way. I'm tired and completely numb though at least. Chris says I shouldn't take anymore ( Read more... )

How dare you text me and bitch about your depression and how no one wants you or wants to help you and you're worthless. What the fuck does that make me? The one who wasn't even good enough for someone who's "worthless." I already fucking know that I'm not good enough for anyone. I didn't need you to just rub it in my face with your incessant ( Read more... )

About 3-4 days ago, Chris decided to let me know he wants to stay at the canyon and that he wants us to break up ( Read more... )

Jon has got to be most jealous and annoying nuisance I've ever had in my life. I really don't give a fuck that he's unhappy with Chris and I. It wouldn't have happened if he had been more attentive to me and realized what I was saying and feeling ( Read more... )

If ONE more whore posts an attention seeking status on facebook, I'm going to go bitchy Sammy on their ass. I already did it to one (Which was hilarious because like 10 other people posted agreeing with me afterwards), but she promptly deleted it and then posted something else ( Read more... )

Really Tokyopop? Reallly?

Okay. So the idea of this show is that 6 people who appear to be normalfags that maybe dabble in anime every so often go around the US looking for "America's Greatest Otaku." They do this by going to the worst of anime fans and making people who actually enjoy anime look like retards.

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Take that for example. I'm sorry, ( Read more... )